I swear I'm the luckiest girl on the face of the earth.
"You're my best friend, you're my whole world, you make me feel like the luckiest man alive, I'm so grateful to have you in my life. I want to give you the whole world and then some. I can't wait until the day that I make you my wife and start our family. I want you to know that I think you're beautiful, not only on the outside, but on the inside, you make me want to better myself as a human being, you make me want to have an extraordinary life, and you give me an extraordinary life, not everyone is fortunate enough to find the love that we have. You make me feel better than I ever have, you give me hope for a better life, I don't have faith in much but I have faith in us, our relationship has sort of become like a religion to me, and I'm ready to do whatever it takes to make this work. I want us to thrive and be happy. I want you to know that you're never going to be alone again and that you'll never have to face anything by yourself ever again as long as I live. I love you Larissa, more than you will ever know or be able to comprehend, thank you for giving me the love I've always hoped for."
Valentines Day is coming up this weekend. Four years. But to be honest, I'm not dreading it.
For once in my life I've realized that there isn't anything I could have done to prevent it and it's truly not my fault.
I will have a good time. It's not going to get the best of me this year.
I'm strong and nothing is going to keep me from living the rest of my life the way I want to.
It won't control me anymore.